oh, what to do.

So, you know when you have something that everyone else says is amazing but you don't?
And you're really stressed because you don't know what to do next?
And your decision really really matters in the long run?

Yeah....that's how I feel.
Honestly, I don't know what I'm doing here.
I could easy tell you where I want to be in 5 or 10 years.
But I have no idea how to get there.
I have some ideas, but they all involve huge consequences.
Either way, I'm going to lose something.
What to do...
What to do...